Funny when we manifest things they just don't always arrive as we expect!  Or at least that's been my experience of late.  It makes me laugh, that much I can say for sure.  I've gotten a lot of clarity in what/how I'd like my business to grow and with it I've been asking the cosmos for specific types of clients.  And what has come my way has just been a very big surprise.  I'm just going with the flow because really you just never know.

I've found I haven't always seen clearly enough to ask for what I needed.  But I know that I lover the work I do, I get so lost in what I'm doing sometimes that the day just evaporates away.  I love the challenges, the constantly changing technology, new widgets, tools, the community of coders and designers.... It's like this big adventure, some days easier than others but I'm just a total techno geek and love it.  It's always been in my blood.

The truly ironic part is that as much as I love technology I have tried so hard over the years to get away from it.  As a kid I grew up with my aunt and uncle and their son (my cousin).  Well my cousin is a programmer and he was a goodie two shoes when we were kids and I was the rebel... needless to say that bugged!!!  So I swore I'd never be like him, a sell out to keep peace.  Though I always saw his potential it just seemed and still seems like a sell out to settle.  I tend to lose respect for people like that, why, they refuse to step to the plate and fight for their life, their dreams, etc...

From my very first job to where I am today, it's always been some tie to technology!  It's like a language, I have a hard time with Spanish but techno, well it's sweet.  I'm itching so bad for a laptop.  I want one, but I need a good engine!  No perfume or jewelry for me... give me a new laptop, ipod, kindle, anything tech based.... it's so exciting to learn a new toy.  It's like when you first get a new car, you pull out the manual and find out everything about the car, every nook and cranny!  That's be and electronics!  It's an odd romance I suppose but hey I've heard of stranger things!!

So like a geek, I sit here smiling because I'm writing about something I love while listing to my long queue list on www.lala.com!!!  Jason Castro, "Let's Just Fall In Love Again", lol, technology one of my loves!!!